Sunkissed Trampoline....
Sunday, March 09, 2008
hmmm.i realised that this blog is so superficial.its just all my happy thoughts.and all my sorrowful and sadd thoughts are dumped in the other one.just read that other one,and realised that i put all my feelings there and not here.i should maybe try to be nicer to this blog and put my deepest heart here for one post. ((:okay.its going be the 2nd week of holidays.and that much closer to the next year of school.and that much closer to him officially leaving.why must you leave?but its inevitable that everbody will graduate from school eventually.its that i just cannot let go.this is just what is hidden beneath all the smiley faces that i have shown everybody.im soo sorry for being so fake.but i just feel guilty if i pull a long face.i dunno what i think.the first kindness and consolation or the second compassion and kindness and friendliness.the first feeling or the second one.but either or, both are going after this few weeks.and now im beginning to feel the difficulty in letting go.3 years, 2 weeks, 1 day. 不该结束- you might not know what it means. but it means YOU.